No more tears

Well, no baby again. And I didn't cry! I didn't even get the urge to cry. There was literally nothing to suppress. I felt surprisingly...ok. In fact, even typing this, I kind of don't care. I know that sounds so contrary to my previous posts, but it's actually true! Maybe it's because I ran 4.1 miles today in a faster time than expected and then had a relaxing and tingly acupuncture session. Gotta love the qi and endorphins that are coursing through my body! Or maybe this is what people mean when they say they just let it go.